somedays I just wonder if you just know me by a hotel name
or possible a room number
maybe the tied up sheets wrapped around our bodies
somedays I just wonder about you
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It’s quick and easy.
A simple passing glance.
A smile of plesantries.
A drive by romance.
Lasting no longer than this stretch of road.
you have grown inside me
spread like a weed
wrapping yourself around the parts of me
that tried to let go
now i suffocate
thinking about all that could have been
i hope one day
you get the love
you never took from me
i hope one day
you get the love
you deserve.
i bet sex with you
is like breathing
is like finding what life means
is like knowing what love
truly is
you enter my mind
i directly asked you not too
and i think, for a moment
that it will keep happening
because i never told you
i’ll always love you
and that’ll be with me till i die.
i am scared
solitary in my own mind
scared to know what it would be like
to grab hold of you and love you
i am scared
