You have replaced everything that has at one time consumed me.
You are everything and not longer to I have to make a conscious effort to live.
You are the fantasy that tickles my tounge and empowers my soul.
The bottle kept me captivated but see not you nourish my existence.
The low strum of a guitar and the deep beat of the drum that plays my daily soundtrack,
Fingers wrestling a slow melody along the piano keys as birds sing a wordless tune.
You have written every song even the seemingly mundane ones lost in the sound of traffic.
You are everything and you are nothing and I am here lost within you.
Sex with you
i imagine it is an intoxicating drink
a sip of home brewed beer
and fuzzy warmth at the bottom of my stomach
a tasting a pour over dark roast
tickling the back of my tongue and
stimulating all parts of me
and entirely intoxicating feeling
spinning my mind
explodeing the ends of my nerves
action potentials burning like flames
it’s control over my body
my mind and heart
turning logic into a thing of the past.
your memory lives in a song
returning to images of us laughing
and looking at each other as if
the luminescence around us will never fade
i can look at you longer
and hold moments that fill me with awe
either way this song will play again.
i am in a different place
where a single bedroom ranch
has a quaint little garden
this place doesn’t exist yet
but it’s called home
and one day we’ll be there
you are so beautiful
if no one tells you daily
let me remind you
let me paint your face with that message
with my lips
from my soul
bever let a day go without
i would have loved you incredibly,
the kind of love that would have changed the world.
the kind of love that would have saved us both.
you are a choked back memory
hidden behind my chest plate
tickling the base of my throat
a crooner belts a song
a dancing melody to remind me of you
serenading a belief of us –
intwined in something more
and that memory flutters inside my ribs
at the base of my gut and